MX * Math = Crazy MX

i barely passed my fking math mst. only got 27.5/50 but i see people getting full marks and my classmates scoring A's and stuff.
oh well. i shall look at it as a challenge to do even better.
try to prove myself wrong that, i can do math.
(haha, although i sucked at maths for 19 years of my life already)
i believe with substantial practice and help from my classmates and friends, i should be able to do fine.

well, words are easily spoken but it takes more than words to do the stuff. so i guess its gonna be alot of hardwork for me.

i did okay for portfolio management and FMRP.
but alot of tests and deadlines coming up. its gonna be really hard to cope this last 8 weeks of school?

but i have a feeling its gonna zooom pass as well, just like all the weeks in poly...

and i finally kind realized why year 3s usually just stop paddling most of the time. cause theres just this lack of feel, with the whole team, cause everythings different, and everything changed.
i feel very aimless right now. i dont know what i really want. or what i would want to do. leading a student/athelete life can be really tiring sometimes. i kinda lost the steam to study too. (although all my other classmates are using steriods to study cause their grades are sky rocket high!) i just hope i can squeeze my way into N-team, maybe then it will help me set new goals and new targets and i can get my life back on track.

hahah. but then again hoping is not enough. needs alot of hardwork and training to get in there.
which uhh.... currently im lacking of i guess??

singapore canoe marathon coming up too! something for me to look forward to. its another challenage that i would really want to take on.

my sister bought me dinner yesterday at HKcafe(xin wang) Pasir ris. My sister's the best sister,(not because she bought me,dinner and my oakley bag) she have been there for me and understands me reasonably well. although we kinda always quarrelled when we were younger cause she always tries to teach me math, but im so lousy at it, i piss her off all the time. she sets goals and targets for me which i sometimes find it hard to archieve, but i know its for my own good. I guess nobody knows one of the reasons why i would join dragonboat was because my sister strongly encouraged me to go. and that decision help change my life alot. she wants me to get into the national team,cause she knows that has always been my dream and she is even willing to help me out financially so that i dont have to work for that extra cash that i use on food and recently (going out with someone,haha).

my sister's simply the best. :)